Wednesday, April 4, 2012

A Bit Emoness Lol



On my way walking towards Jackson Road, on the path that I travelled almost everyday while I stayed in Guild House, I heard two voices talking louder and louder, and as the voices became nearer, I realised they are arguing. They walked past me, and walked fast, got ahead of me. They were still arguing, and they walked further apart. 


Is there someone that we can't forgive? 
Or maybe that someone is yourself? 
Is there someone that you have hurt? 
Is there someone you cannot forgive?
Is there someone you cannot forget?
Is there someone you treasure but is now lost?


We have our regrets. We have the part of our heart that is permanently sealed away, the part that none of us want to reveal to another soul; for fear of us feeling hurt again, for fear of us hurting others again. How many times I looked into my life, and I still remember all the immaturity and selfishness that has caused so many people around me to be hurt. I don't want that any more, that's why I decided to change, for the better, and for I love people around me. And I thank you, Father in heaven, that I am forgiven by you through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, and I am filled with hope and love that I can be a better person now.


Yes, I still struggles with relationships around me as I am yet to open up my heart for many, but I treasure each one of you in my life, for each one of you is special. 


Now, just to end this on a bright note and for a temporary relief of those who are stressing out - beware, you might be 'trolled'